First Year, when Antonietta Villa was still virgin, Age unknown..
August 13, 17.. . Teresa Rolfi and I are writing a diary every day. So Teresa keeps a diary too, but she gets furious if I look at it. Teresa is so vulgar. I go on calling her “Sorceress”, because she can make cocks disappear with her ass. She says that little children (me) ought not to keep a diary. She says they will write such a lot of nonsense. No more than her writing bullshit on company’s memorandum distributed countrywide, a few years from now.
The day before yesterday, Teresa and I were both dressed in white with rose-coloured ribbons, and everyone believed we were sisters or at least cousins. It would be very nice to have a cousin, a male cousin, or a brother, like Paolo, who was shoving his flat, but hard and very hot, cock between his little sister’s buttocks, while she was asleep, or was she pretending to sleep?. But it’s still nicer to have a brother or a friend, someone beyond suspicion, for we can sleep in the same room and even take the bath together, while everybody believe we are to young to experience what we do experience. Where do those idiots have their memories? Those priests, those pederasts dressed in skirts like women, had they been capable to convince everybody that there was no sexual activity before puberty? Everybody is innocent before puberty? What about our innocent and yet so very much exiting games? Girls with girls, boys with boys and, for those who were really lucky, girls with boys…we spend most of our time aroused, playing, touching, sometimes licking, sniffing other brothers and sisters asses, so much aroused that all the power of the orgasms we’ll be having during those years of maturity will never compare. Now I understand why a happy childhood is considered important by those perverts in white coat talking nonsense on psychology and psychoanalysis.
August 24th. The mistress was very kind. Because of her Teresa and I are really sorry that we are not going to a middle school. It is more important when one goes to the high school instead of only to the middle school. That is why the girls are in such a rage. “They are bursting with pride”, but (but then we both managed to find very good jobs, at management level, even without having any diplomas, any education, any manners, any skills or any knowledge of anything…we do know how to lick scrotums though. Teresa became Branch Manager after 8 years of double scrotum-licking, her boss being Operations Manager for the same Corporation and her lover being positioned at the head of his major supplier. My story is a bit more complicated than that, perhaps I’ll recounted later on).
August 25th. Novella Burioli, adopted daughter of Teresa’s parents, is a lot more horrid than Teresa.
To-day she posted something on a social network that I found difficult to believe. She wrote:
“Weird stuff going on in my mouth and genitals. (19F)” – The use of the words genitals, mouth, and 19F, in the same sentence, is most definitevly going to attract a lot of curiosity from aroused males, always interested in young women genital’s issues. – “Hey guys! I’m in need of some help… ..I have a few small warts in my labia minora, I noticed the first one a couple years ago, maybe more. They are 4-5 and in a row. This sounds similar to a normal condition I don’t remember the name of, so I guess it’s not relevant but maybe worth mentioning…”
So worth mentioning it that she did not mentioning at all, since she forgot completely the name of that would be “normal condition”.
“A few months ago, maybe 8-10? I noticed one of my labia minora had turned white, and has stayed consistently so. The texture as far as I can tell is not any different, and it is mostly white in the upper part of the labia and a bit on the inside as well.”
How many hours does this young woman spend with the mirror between her legs?
“Color seems to be coming from the inside, I’d say it kinda looks like when you press on a part of your skin and it turns yellow/white until the blood comes back to it. No pain.”
That’s it then, you are pressing that part quite too often!
“Recently I’ve discovered another row of smaller warts close to it. I have a little itching every now and then but I think that’s normal for genitals.”
Yes, it is quite “normal” for people who does not wash regularly.
“Warts are pink and shiny. It is worth mentioning that I am a virgin and have never participated in any form of sexual intercourse with anyone else, which is the reason that the 2 doctors I’ve visited for these issues refused to send me to a gynaecologist, and brushed it off as some form of normal vulvar anomaly,”
Either it is normal or it is an anomaly, you idiot!
“..but I can tell you that labia is VERY white and noticeable next to the other one which is a normal pink. Now, around 2 months ago I noticed a hole under my tongue (upper part of my ventral surface). It is small, but has some depth which makes it noticeable. Same color as rest of the tongue. Right next to it, like exactly on the border, there is a small wart that’s a bright pink, and close to them there’s like… scars? that are slightly whiter in tone (very slightly). Not symmetrical, doesn’t look like the other side of my tongue at all. No pain or itching or numbness at all. I went to the doctor who said it most likely was a canker sore even though it had been there for a month at the time and hadn’t had any pain, sent me Nystatin”
Don’t you see that the doctor reasonably suspects you have a vaginal infection? That medication is anti-fungal, and the expression “canker sore” seems to disclose a certain confession, on part of the doctor, he seems to acknowledge that there is a relationship between canker sore and Candida, right? Check Nystatin, Cutaneous Candidiasis.Topical treatment of cutaneous or mucocutaneous infections (e.g., intertriginous candidiasis, candidal diaper rash) caused by Candida albicans and other susceptible Candida.
“Came back after a week (the time she indicated I should apply it) with the same exact hole and now she sent some Vitamin E and I have an appointment with an otorhinolaryngologist in 2 months, so I’m a bit worried about her medical judgement.
I am a white Spanish 19 year old female, 5’4 (163cm) 115 lbs (53kg), and I am taking Zoloft/Sertraline 50mg, used to be on 100mg. I have atopic dermatitis, dental agenesis (lacking 5 teeth) and Gilbert’s Syndrome.
Tldr: One of my labia minora is white, I have rows of small warts there and a hole in my tongue with a wart next to it.”
It’s true Teresa often says to me: “You don’t know her, what a beast she can be.” Perhaps I start thinking she might be right? Certainly it is very funny the way in which she always speaks of us as “the little ones” or “the children,” as if she had never been a child herself, and indeed a much littler one than we are. She’s got a vaginal infection, fungal, damnit, and she does not understand how luckily an infection might occurs even if you don’t fuck, because you are still a virgin (as well as you wash your genitals just as much as you fuck)?
Then, a certifiable idiot, answering her post, said:
“I understand you are a virgin. But what about oral sex? Were you involved with it? Oral sex causes wart too but chance are lower then penetrative sex.”
They understand squat about sex, just as much they understand about wine. They believe that infections are transmitted with sex, which is often true, but when does that start? Novella could have had it from somebody, who could have had it from somebody else but, who is at the beginning of the chain of venereal transmission? That clown asked the question only because he was eager to hear the virgin’s confession…ok…here we are, but why must he pretend to ask an innocent question, and pretending he is asking it in order to help her to find some kind of remedy to her trouble? Because he is an hypocrite, and hypocrisy is the cornerstone of Catholic operant conditioning.
But here is the prompt Novella’s answer:
“No, like I said, I haven’t had any form of sexual intercourse”
At this point I had to answer to her post, even though I did it using a pseudonym:
“..you say you taking Zoloft/Sertraline. Why a young girl as you must have anti-depressive medication? The side effects of that poison is scary, if you take the time to read them. The problems you have on your pussy and in your mouth could very well be caused by it. If I were you, I would get rid of medication and see if there is a change in the symptomatology.“
She was graceful enough to answer me right away:
“…I think the reason I’m taking Zoloft isn’t why I’m posting here, but if you need to know, I’ve been taking it for 2 years and a half after several suicidal attempts and has basically saved my life. No side effects other than a dry mouth at the beginning. I doubt it’s the reason but posted it since it could maybe be relevant information. Also, haven’t seen any side effects similar to what I’m describing…”
What are you talking about? You ARE having those symptoms you are describing and they are the carbon copy of those side effects, candidly admitted by the pharmaceutical corporation, about the medicine you are taking.
I had to answer this one too:
“Your feelings about psychotropic drugs match mine about wine and whiskey. (I could also say that, in order to endure the madness of the people I have around, booze can save me from damaging myself or others)”.
At this point a psychiatrist jumped in:
“Don’t tell people to stop taking their medications. You are not a medical professional and have no idea the adverse effects of stopping medications when not directed to do so by a professional. This isn’t the place to ask why someone is on antidepressants in the context of insinuating that they couldn’t possibly be depressed. I don’t know what your “interested in/studying” but I sure hope it isn’t medicine.”
I made a mistake. I should not tell people to do anything, otherwise perhaps they do as I say? I corrected the expression “you should” with “if I were you, I would”. This I thought I could say.
As per the adverse effects of the medications, those guys who prescribe them so casually, should spare the time to understand and study the damage they inflict to their innocent and powerless victims, while they are literally poisoning them, instead of predicting hypothetical withdrawal symptoms, just in case they eventually opted a path of possible detoxication. Why don’t they study the composition of those poisons, and the side effects openly admitted by the pharmaceutical monopolists (heritage of the jewish slavery work during the second world war)? Because it is more convenient and more profitable intoxicating people than investigating the root of their problems. And this goes for what people call “depression” too. A young and innocent girl must have some reason to be depressed. Help, if it does in fact exist, consist in learning about those reason, listening, instead of talking, listening, just like those men with skirts listen the confessions in the church. Listening and learning are arts hard to find in the doctor cabinet, especially if that doctor is directed, motivated and rewarded with the fat commissions settled in direct proportion of the poisons they administer.
Another common-place thinker gave his contribution:
“I feel like you really don’t understand how depression works or what it is like…”
Yeah, I don’t understand how it works and how psychotropic drugs can save your life. I do understand when I am chatting with a bunch of idiots, though.
Even so, I decided to answer:
“You must be right on that. Still I can read. And I’ve been reading the admission of guilt of the pharmaceutical monopolists about the side effects of some medications casually administered as if they where hot cakes. That really is depressing. 10 million people die for cancer every year, that is depressing too. The cartesian curve of the medications selling match the curve of the statistics about cancer patients death. This is most depressing, and distressing as well”.
At this point, another quiet subject indoctrinated with clichés made his comment:
“I personally agree with talking instead of just prescribing medication immediately (and prescribing safe medication) as it can be more beneficial to the person, but some people just need medication to help in the meantime or just in general. Yes, it can be bad, and a lot of pharmaceutical companies only are about money, but there are some good medications out there.
Depression is very difficult to deal with and taking medicine for it can be the difference between life or death. It’s different for everyone. Some, even most, doctors are ignorant but we shouldn’t just immediately assume all are and cut them out of our lives.
People of any age can be depressed, especially now. There’s so much stress out there just shoved on everyone”
I had to wast my time answering to this as well:
“You say depression is difficult to deal with but you also say that people can be depressed, especially now, because there is so much stress out there just shoved on everyone. So, too much stress might cause depression. If this is the case, you have found the root causes of many cases of depression already. See? It does not take a “psychiatrist”.
Someone who care very much about his/her health, shows some motivation to live. This is another indication that most likely, if that person is understood and listened to, might be willing to continue to live and to make an effort to stay alive, alive and awake, instead of just taking psychotropic drugs.
As about your faith in psychiatry, there is not a single human psychiatric illness that the fake science of psychiatry has ever fixed in history. Maybe Freud was capable of solve some case of hysteria, using psycho-dynamic techniques, but he was no psychiatrist (and he directed the Tavistock institute in London for some time, that is a place where stress is literally fabricated; reed Coleman on this).