August 30th. I wrote to Novella Burioli again to-day. She is staying at Azimut, a bar in Turin very fashionable 28 years ago. I should like to see her. Every afternoon we bathe together, she allow me to massage her pubic hair and then we go for a walk. But to-day it has been raining all day. Such a bore. I forgot to bring my paint-box and I’m not allowed to read all day. Mother says, if you gobble all your erotic books up now you’ll have nothing left to read. That’s quite true, but I can’t even go and swing.
Afternoon. I must write some more. Yesterday Teresa Rolfi left her letter to Novella Burioli lying about on the table, and all I read was: “He’s as handsome as a Greek god”. I’d like to review his anatomy in every detail and discuss the many ways I experience pleasure through anal sex with him.I learned how to bring up the subject, how to prepare for anal penetration, lubrication and safer sex. He know how to warm up a young woman genital with appropriate stimulation, he has some peculiar finger techniques and the intercourse is everlasting.We are both givers and receivers.” I don’t know who “he” was for she came in at that moment. It’s probably that ridiculous courier with long hair, always busy leaking boots left and right in the branch, with whom she is everlastingly playing tennis and carries on like anything. As for handsome—well, there’s no accounting for tastes.
Evening. I don’t really play with dolls any longer. And yet, when Teresa came into the room, she said:
“hallo, the child is sewing things for her dolls.”
When she sat down beside me I sewed so vigorously that I made a great scratch on her hand, and said: “Oh, I’m so sorry, but you came too close.”
I hope she’ll know why I really did it. Of course she’ll go and sneak to Mother. Let her. What right has she to call me child. Does she think she is smarter than me just because she let that city courier drilling in her ass hole? Is she more “mature” just because she assume the missionary position, or spooning, and Doggy Style, and experience the different variation of them for anal pleasure? She’s got a fine red scratch anyhow, and on her right hand where everyone can see…Antonietta’s Diary – 5